"Not having a date every night of the week. That really sucks."
"But when I do..."
"Oh shut up! No one wants you in here."
Got my evaluation today at work ... a measly 10 cent raise for the "added contributions and exceeding positive attitude"
awww, you bitches spoil me
The price of car insurance even with a 8 years no claim bonus is still a fuc#ing rip off and the price of fuel I'm spending more money on petrol than I am on anything else £1.42 a litre is a fuc#ing joke it makes me so angry.
I'm getting sick of my stepmom..
seriously, I might be just 20, but I take relationships very serious. So going to a club, pick up girls for a one night stand is not my thing. therefor I don't have a girlfriend. which isn't a problem for me.
but here it starts, my stepmother calls me down to talk, I'm like: what? you never wanna talk about anything.. but fine I get downstairs to talk.
She tells me she thinks it's wierd I don't have a girlfriend yet. she says she notices that I'm behaving wierd, that I'm hiding something. so after a bit of debating, she says this: Are you gay or something? I just lost my cool and yelled at her: Are you this stupid? Do you really mean this? WTF is wrong with you. because I'm single doesn't mean I'm gay. and even if I'm gay, what is your problem?
on which she replies: so it's true, you're gay. If you weren't gay, you would have acted more calm. and you would have a girl by now..
I have nothing against gay people, but I am really sick of people telling me that I must be gay because I don't have a girlfriend atm..
pff frustrating
ow I feel yor hurt. I just started driving since November. The prices here are 1,80 euro a litre! and worst of all, it's maybe 50 cent gasoline, the other 1,30 is taxes..
thanx for your reply. well me and my stepmom don't get along very well. She came around when I was 11. at first I liked her, but later on she started to boss me around, which I don't accept. even from my own dad. If you tell me what to do, I'll do it. don't say things like: "You have to listen to me, or else" cause then you've lost me..Wow. I don't know your stepmother, so I won't make any judgements about her, but I don't think a parent should speak that way to a child, let alone a stepchild. Young people already get enough of that kind of pressure from their peers at school/college/work so family should be more willing to give you space and let you grow how you feel comfortable. Even if you were gay, it would be up to you when you come out, nobody else has the right to open that door. And 20 is not a weird age to be single. I don't think any age is.
I would have told them they can keep it. lol
Actually, that's another thing that pisses me off - when somebody asks why I'm single. I know, it's just a casual question that you ask in conversation, like "have you got any pets? Where did you grow up? What do you do for a living? Are you married?" or whatever, but when somebody says "oh, you're a handsome guy, why aren't you seeing anyone?", it's like, am I supposed to have a valid excuse or something?
So I just get creative with it. Give them a response like "because I'm a slut - one man isn't enough for me" or "I've got a nasty infection/abnormality" or "I don't wash" or "I'm not a nice person. No really, I treat boyfriends like sh!t." Let them make up their own mind!
Say no more! Evil monday is Evil. Evil with a capital.It's Monday. Need I say more? Ugh.
I've got a few things:
My stalker (or somone apparently auditioning to be my stalker) on my language forum is back. Apparently the words "leave me alone" have an expiration date or something. Also I cannot tell you how infuriating it is for a man to corner you and to ask (or rather, pressure) you to accept their apology for throwing pl*** in your face. Common sense would dictate that a person doesn't owe you anything after you threw pl*** in their face. All your rights to anything from that person have been taken off the table indefinitely. Simple cause and effect, yeah? But when you're female, the guy too often thinks you can be BULLIED INTO ACCEPTING HIS APOLOGY and let him convicne you (or at least get your coerced agreement) that he's not really the a**hole his own actiosn say he is, all so he doesn't have to confront the fact that, hey, he threw pl*** in your face and that makes him an utterly comtemptable d*ckwd who needs to go away, F O R E V E R. No, instead he acts like as the guy he's entitled to deny me my right as a human being to remember what he did to me and to not want to ever have to deal with him again. Apparently that makes me a "b*tch" or something, because I'm a woman and we woman are suppose to be all nice and docile and passive and forgiving and nevernevernever demand a poor, delicate man to be accountable for his own a**wipe behavior. F*** the patriarchy. That's all I got to say about that.
Another issue is I don't work full-time. I'm a substitute teacher and this is about as good a job as I can get in y city's crappy economy. But the school district recently changed the call-out system that contacts subs to offer them jobs. They of course had to do it in the middle of the spring semester and now I can't get jobs as the system is all screwed up. I'm getting calls for jobs I either cannot take or have already told HR I won't take. And I need to work--I need to make some money, like, now. But instead, I'm sitting on my ass, on my bed, waiting for the HR helpdesk to call me back to help me sort out the laundry list of issues I'm having with the new system.
Lastly, god, I hate where I'm living. I hate I can't earn enough money to move. I hate how everything in this country is just getting worse and worse for people like me. I hate realizing that at my age, I am going to be stuck in an awful city, doing an awful, low-paying job, putting up with awful, somewhat-abusive family I can't escape from. I overheard some jackhole at the grocery store the other day talking about how people choose to be unhappy. No, jerk, sometimes life is incredibly unfair and it makes it impossible for you to choose to be happy, because you're just too beaten down by crap you cannot control.
Suddenly my bad monday becomes a rainbow..
It's really BS that you choose to be unhappy. ofcourse some people do choose so. but not everyone has a choice! I feel your pain about the moving part! I've been on points where I just want to take a plane to a random country and leave everything behind. If you wanna talk, feel free to PM me!