Stigweard Ruadhan
Jeg er stolt. Jeg er sterk.
I'm increasingly aware that the Stormcloarks are merely a less intelligent variant on the Thalmor - or more accurately, a less calculating and premeditated group. Obviously they don't possess the all consuming thirst for domination that the Thalmor do, but within the microcosm of Skyrim, they do possess some of those traits. I was always convinced that the Stormcloaks had a point and believed that a maligned culture wronged by a large Empire were surely in possession of the moral high ground. That's what happens when you have a Catholic grandmother who lived in East Belfast...but I digress.
After playing through as a blood and thunder Nord who wore all the bearskin, swung a giant war hammer and swore to the preservation of Skyrim, I began reading a lot more into the lore of TES - something I had been ignorant of in coming to this game very late. Lore is something that I value highly and as I role play my characters, it is important in defining who I will become in Tamriel. If you search for my previous thread entitled, "Your defining moment" you will see the motivation behind my initial choices and I still stick by them. I love Nordic culture and I will always feel a close attachment to it; it is something that defines me and provides me with a great deal of pride...but I'm not to the point of blind jingoism and this is where Ulfric lost me.
The hubris of the man is ridiculous and there is no greater evidence of that than during the Hrothgar Council Negotiations between him and the Empire. He comes across as a rather petulant and arrogant man. However, drawing upon my own experiences of that and knowing how my grandmother felt as a Catholic in East Belfast, I had been guilty - upon reflection - of such hubris and petulance. In the face of such overwhelming opposition you become arrogant, aggressive and tribal. So, indeed, was I not only guilty of possessing all of the traits that encompass Ulfric, but worse still, unable to examine them personally and so guilty of ignorance, pride and hypocrisy? This got me thinking and midway through my first build with my hulking Nord, I began to have an actual crisis of political, cultural and spiritual faith!
If I was going to role play this character, surely I would need to make decisions and see scenarios as I would do so?
This became a further "defining moment" for me and I realised that if I wanted to preserve Tamriel against the onslaught of the Thalmor (whom I detest) then a united Tamriel would be only way to achieve that. It might not speak to my Nordic roots or stir a wanton pride in my breast, but if Ulfric was prepared to rock the boat at such an awkward time in diplomatic relations, perhaps he didn't have the honour I had initially invested in him. If he was going to kill the sons and daughters of Skyrim to take control then perhaps he wasn't a forward thinking man. If he wasn't prepared to swallow his pride and take the fight to the Thalmor with greater odds and a united Tamriel, perhaps I shouldn't follow him...
The Thalmor are much more cunning and conniving than that. Their hubris is phenomenal - even compared to Ulfric - and it is their obsequious and generally condescending tone that really provokes my hatred of them. Their desire to eradicate individualism and cultural variety from Tamriel is something far sinister than what Ulfric had planned. It is almost akin to ethnic cleansing and needs to be stopped. They are the greater of evils in this world in my opinion and so they must be the focus. Only the Empire has a chance of defeating them...or as my new project may suggest, maybe a Dwemer will hold the key!
As you can tell, I'm researching into the lore and forming my opinions of this wonderful world more and more by the hour. If you want to add to the conversation and attempt to sway me, educate me, correct me or back me up please feel free to do so as I have an amazing time in this community so far and this thrust for deeper knowledge is partially down to you guys!
After playing through as a blood and thunder Nord who wore all the bearskin, swung a giant war hammer and swore to the preservation of Skyrim, I began reading a lot more into the lore of TES - something I had been ignorant of in coming to this game very late. Lore is something that I value highly and as I role play my characters, it is important in defining who I will become in Tamriel. If you search for my previous thread entitled, "Your defining moment" you will see the motivation behind my initial choices and I still stick by them. I love Nordic culture and I will always feel a close attachment to it; it is something that defines me and provides me with a great deal of pride...but I'm not to the point of blind jingoism and this is where Ulfric lost me.
The hubris of the man is ridiculous and there is no greater evidence of that than during the Hrothgar Council Negotiations between him and the Empire. He comes across as a rather petulant and arrogant man. However, drawing upon my own experiences of that and knowing how my grandmother felt as a Catholic in East Belfast, I had been guilty - upon reflection - of such hubris and petulance. In the face of such overwhelming opposition you become arrogant, aggressive and tribal. So, indeed, was I not only guilty of possessing all of the traits that encompass Ulfric, but worse still, unable to examine them personally and so guilty of ignorance, pride and hypocrisy? This got me thinking and midway through my first build with my hulking Nord, I began to have an actual crisis of political, cultural and spiritual faith!
If I was going to role play this character, surely I would need to make decisions and see scenarios as I would do so?
This became a further "defining moment" for me and I realised that if I wanted to preserve Tamriel against the onslaught of the Thalmor (whom I detest) then a united Tamriel would be only way to achieve that. It might not speak to my Nordic roots or stir a wanton pride in my breast, but if Ulfric was prepared to rock the boat at such an awkward time in diplomatic relations, perhaps he didn't have the honour I had initially invested in him. If he was going to kill the sons and daughters of Skyrim to take control then perhaps he wasn't a forward thinking man. If he wasn't prepared to swallow his pride and take the fight to the Thalmor with greater odds and a united Tamriel, perhaps I shouldn't follow him...
The Thalmor are much more cunning and conniving than that. Their hubris is phenomenal - even compared to Ulfric - and it is their obsequious and generally condescending tone that really provokes my hatred of them. Their desire to eradicate individualism and cultural variety from Tamriel is something far sinister than what Ulfric had planned. It is almost akin to ethnic cleansing and needs to be stopped. They are the greater of evils in this world in my opinion and so they must be the focus. Only the Empire has a chance of defeating them...or as my new project may suggest, maybe a Dwemer will hold the key!
As you can tell, I'm researching into the lore and forming my opinions of this wonderful world more and more by the hour. If you want to add to the conversation and attempt to sway me, educate me, correct me or back me up please feel free to do so as I have an amazing time in this community so far and this thrust for deeper knowledge is partially down to you guys!