18th of Evening Star, 4E 201
Wow, I don’t even know where to begin. We arrived back in Whiterun in the wee hours of the morning today, having left an awful mess back in Dustman’s Cairn, and we found the fragment of Wuuthrad and brought it back with us. But there was something else, too, and I don’t know what it means. I’ll get to that in a moment, but I should really start at the beginning, when we got back to that river just past the spider’s nest.
As we were heading back to the cairn Farkas had been commenting that I seemed strangely renewed and more confident that I had last week. I didn’t want to mention my dream, so I told him that I just felt good after all that rest and was eager to get our hands on that fragment. He gave me a suspicious look, but didn’t probe any further to my immense relief.
Thankfully Farkas had finished off the second draugr near that river, so we were able to move along uneventfully, although we soon learned why those 2 draugr were so formidable. It turns out they were the watchguards for the final crypt, the entrance of which was just a little ways down the hall from the river. Neither of us could believe what we saw when we went through that final door, and I’m sure it will give both of us nightmares for years to come. I still can’t believe we got out of there alive.
The initial hallway of the massive room had 4 sarcophagi on each side, built upright into the walls, and opened into the main portion of the room, the likes of which I hope to never encounter again! Dozens more sarcophagi lined every conceivable part of the walls, with another room up a set of stairs overlooking the main room that had 4 or 5 more. Everything in the room was set up to focus attention on the middle of the main room, where a massive metal casket had been placed. It was the only one in the room which lay flat, but was on a pedestal about waist high and was easily twice the size of any other one in the room. It gave both of us chills as we wondered what could possibly be buried in there.
What brought me to a halt, though, was the far end of the room, beyond the tombs and the massive sarcophagus. It was an altar, larger than any either of us had ever seen, and for a second I could swear I saw a wolf standing on top of it. For it was the same altar I had seen in my dream the night before, with the fragment of Wuuthrad sitting upon it in the exact same place. That alone was enough to nearly stop my heart, but then the blue glow and shooting star sparkles caught my eye and I nearly fainted.
How could this be, I wondered? How could I have seen all of this in my dream the night before? What was going on? None of it made any sense, and all of it caused a great amount of unease within me, yet still I was drawn towards the wall. Something about it was strangely familiar, even beyond my dream, and I couldn’t figure out what it was. I still don’t know, to be honest, but as I got closer I could see a strange writing engraved onto the wall. It was a language of some kind, and Farkas just gave me a blank stare and shook his head when I asked if he recognized it.
There was something hidden in the middle of the engravings, though. At least I could tell there was something there. Farkas told me he saw nothing, and I was hoping this was all part of my Companions initiation, but now I know it was completely unrelated. The hidden message on the wall was what was causing the blue glow and shooting star streaks that I was seeing. As I got to within a foot or two, the rest of the room went completely dark, and the only thing I was able to see was the engravings and the message, a word, unlike any I had ever heard uttered. Yol. It resonated inside my mind, said by a deep voice that was not my own, that only I could hear. After a moment, I looked at the other engravings and its translation, its meaning, became clear to me. Inhale air, exhale flame, and behold the Thu’um as inferno. Yol. Fire. Exhale flame. Thu’um.
What seemed to me to be an hour was apparently only a few seconds, for when I turned back to Farkas he was still standing in the same place and asked if I had any idea what those engravings are. I told him not really, that I had an image of breathing fire when I looked at the words, but that it didn’t make any sense to me. It still doesn’t, and I don’t know why I didn’t tell him everything. I guess because I was caught so off guard by it all, although it didn’t seem like he has any knowledge about what was going on either. Now I have this insight inside of my head, inside of me, but I don’t know how to use it, or to what end it serves. What good is it if it makes no sense and gives me no direction?
Tearing myself away from the wall wasn’t easy, but when Farkas asked if I was just going to leave the fragment there on the altar it snapped me back to our mission and my trial for the Companions. There were a couple of soul gems on the altar as well as some health and stamina potions, which I grabbed along with the piece of Wuuthrad that was there. And that was when all Oblivion broke loose in that room.
All at once, 4 or 5 sealed tombs burst open and draugr began marching towards us, weapons drawn and those horrible, empty yet hungry eyes staring us down. We ran back to the door we had entered the room through, only to find it locked. That also put us in a dead end in that hallway as the draugr began to make their way towards us. We both drew our weapons, stood far enough apart to not strike each other, and readied ourselves for the horrifying battle which lay before us.
There were some draugr that were not very strong, and we tried to find them and focus on them first, hoping to lessen the number of blows being struck at once upon us. Their undead bodies began flying around the hallway as our weapons glistened through the stale air of that crypt, sending many draugr to what will hopefully be their final rest.
Somehow, we were able to clear the hallway and quickly we looked for a better vantage point to wage this war. Nightmares walked all around us, as there must have been 10 or 12 of them standing now, making their way towards us. That was when I saw the stairs again, and shouted at Farkas to head to them, hoping that we could use the high ground to our advantage. Sprinting across the room, we were able to easily outrun the draugr, making to the stairs without being harmed any further. Leaping the steps 3 at a time we made our way to the top. As we got there, the last unopened casket had its cover burst off and another draugr made its way towards us.
I told Farkas to cover the stairs, as several of the ones from the lower level had started working their way up to us, while I unleashed my flaming Havoc upon the one in front of me. He burst into flames with each blow, and was slow to strike back, allowing me to best him quite easily without being hit once. Farkas had dropped 2 other draugr himself, and had started working his way down the stairs, pounding their heads with his steel as they foolishly attempted to push forward. I saw a ledge off to the left and made my way over to it, pulling out my bow as I did. From that vantage point I could see almost the entire room and had a point blank shot at the draugr trying to climb the stairs.
I went through the entire quiver of orcish arrows¸ sending each one of them deep into one draugr or another. For a while they would set the draugrs on fire when they struck, but my enchantment must have worn off at some point. I barely noticed, though, as I kept firing one after another into them while Farkas continued wailing away on them from the stairs. With every draugr we dropped it seemed 2 more were ready to take their place and I thought the battle would never end.
I don’t even know how many hours this battle raged, but it had seemed like an eternity. When I finally ran out of arrows I drew Havoc back out and jumped down from my ledge into the fray. I’m not sure when the central casket had burst open, or which of the many draugr had been in it, but neither of us cared. With all of our strength¸ with every bit of determination we had within, we swung our blades until our arms ached and our backs were screaming nearly as loud as we were, until finally there were none left standing besides us.
Panting furiously, our hearts ready to explode and rivers of sweat pouring from every pore in our body, we collapsed onto the stairs, spent. I pulled a couple of bottle of mead from my pack and offered one to Farkas. We downed the bottles in a single gulp, and then drank another a bit slower after that. Neither of us knew what to say, neither of us had ever seen the likes of a scene such as this, and both of us hoped we would never see it again.
The sun had long since set by the time we made our way back outside of the cairn into the crisp fresh air of Skyrim’s winter. Gray-Mane was still loyally waiting for me, and I gave her a carrot and a few apples to munch on while we packed her up with our gear. We made the long trek back to Whiterun, paid the night watchman at the stables to feed, wash and brush Gray-Mane, and stumbled into the city, exhausted but starving. I treated Farkas to some beef stew, bread and some more mead and told him I had to sleep for a few hours before meeting up with everyone at Jorrvaskr. He understood and said he would do the same.
So now it’s time for me to meet with the rest of my Shield-Brothers, time for me to take my place as a rightful member of the Companions, time for me to continue my father’s legacy in battle by their sides, time for me to have a true family once again. I will ask if any of them can help me make sense of the strange language I saw and the strange meanings I see with my mind’s eye.