Dabiene Caristiana
Your friendly neighborhood weirdo
I don't know how else to come out and say it so I'm just gonna say it: I'm leaving the forums.
It may be a shock, it may be expected for some of you, I don't know. As for my reasoning...
I'll be blunt, I just don't feel welcome anymore. The last few times I've been here (which admittedly have been far and few in between) it just... didn't... make me happy anymore. I guess it's one of those things where time goes on, people more on, etc. It just feels cold here.
I had a feeling it would happen, just didn't expect me being here to last this long. I had a great time, no doubt about that. I loved the roleplaying, the chats in the shoutbox... Just now. I don't feel anything anymore. I sad typing this, burning bridges. But I have other reasons for doing this that I won't state. They're my own to deal with. Anyone suspecting something happened to me while in college to do something like this, don't worry too much. While stress is weighing heavily on me, it's not the cause for concern. I'm just not attached to the place and the people like I used to.
That being said... I guess it was a lie, I'm not leaving completely since I'll still be around for roleplaying. (@Simus don't you worry your little head!) It helps vent frustrations and it helps my writing a bit from time to time. I'll probably just pop in, post a quickie, then jam back out. In and out. All I'll be doing.
I'll remember all the good times, and some of you may have me on facebook or on steam to chat, play games. @Simus and @shadowkitty , keep rockin' the keyboard with your roleplays! @Nyoxios You'll still find me around, don't worry. And others, like I said, you know where to find me. I know this is rather sudden but like I said, it was a long time coming, I think. Some of you are aware my pessimism and self-loathing but, I legit think I will be missed for very long. I'm sure another me will come around and mess things up!
I sure had fun everyone, thank you so much for the support, advice, etc, it was a blast! Hope you guys have a good one, I wish you all the best!
It may be a shock, it may be expected for some of you, I don't know. As for my reasoning...
I'll be blunt, I just don't feel welcome anymore. The last few times I've been here (which admittedly have been far and few in between) it just... didn't... make me happy anymore. I guess it's one of those things where time goes on, people more on, etc. It just feels cold here.
I had a feeling it would happen, just didn't expect me being here to last this long. I had a great time, no doubt about that. I loved the roleplaying, the chats in the shoutbox... Just now. I don't feel anything anymore. I sad typing this, burning bridges. But I have other reasons for doing this that I won't state. They're my own to deal with. Anyone suspecting something happened to me while in college to do something like this, don't worry too much. While stress is weighing heavily on me, it's not the cause for concern. I'm just not attached to the place and the people like I used to.
That being said... I guess it was a lie, I'm not leaving completely since I'll still be around for roleplaying. (@Simus don't you worry your little head!) It helps vent frustrations and it helps my writing a bit from time to time. I'll probably just pop in, post a quickie, then jam back out. In and out. All I'll be doing.
I'll remember all the good times, and some of you may have me on facebook or on steam to chat, play games. @Simus and @shadowkitty , keep rockin' the keyboard with your roleplays! @Nyoxios You'll still find me around, don't worry. And others, like I said, you know where to find me. I know this is rather sudden but like I said, it was a long time coming, I think. Some of you are aware my pessimism and self-loathing but, I legit think I will be missed for very long. I'm sure another me will come around and mess things up!
I sure had fun everyone, thank you so much for the support, advice, etc, it was a blast! Hope you guys have a good one, I wish you all the best!