I agree about the eldergleam glade. Usually I just take that weirdo with me and get the sappling. I just feel bad about hurting the tree (which is obviously sentient given that it reacts to that stupid knife and calls spriggans if you hurt it). Danica doesn't like it, but it makes sense to me. I still think they should pave the place and put up condos though. It's a little to hippy/dippy for my taste. Still, you gotta admit, it is peaceful and when I've run through as a good guy it's a good place to just hang and read those 1/2 a dozen books I'm always carrying around.Eldergleam. I always feel bad getting the sap from the Eldergleam.
First of all, the Eldergleam is blessed by Kyne. So there's a whole bunch of ramifications for my characters who are Nords and worship Kyne. But regardless of that, all those Spriggans are protecting the tree and you have to kill them. I always do my best to avoid fighting a Spriggan if I can. I mean, I'm the invader and they're just trying to fend me off from hurting this ancient tree. I'm doing it for a noble cause, but I still feel bad.
In fact, come to think of it, any time I have to fight a Spriggan. They're protecting nature and I respect that. That one Spriggan in the cave on the way to Ivarstead, the one captured by the Hagraven. I always release it on my way. Just wish she'd tell her friends so they wouldn't go berserk on me every time I walk near.
Okay. That conviinces me that my Ingin Thorne Nord Necromancer/Storm Mage is joining the vamps. I need a little bit of brutality and mercilessness in my game. Bandits you can only go so far with in the mercilessness and the DB always does it from the shadows. Other than werewolfing about, I've never actually done the evil killer thing.Joining the vampires in Dawnguard. I mean it sounds awesome and it is pretty spiffy but the brutality and mercilessness of this clan is upsetting to me. Also joining the Stormcloaks. I know there's all sorts of stuff on here about that but doing quests for these guys felt like I weakened Skyrim as a whole and only accomplished it's destruction.
I can usually justify the DB questline since, I obviously sought them out to join and wouldn't have if I didn't know I was going in to contract killing. Otherwise I simply would have killed the chick when she kidnapped me. With Molag, if my character has to kill the original Vigilan (he does attack me after all) I can deal with that, but I don't really have to follow up with Molag after that. I always hate doing the Stormcloak side. Not because I necessarily disagree with their point of view, but it just seems unneccesarily vindictive and murderous. Besides, you end up destroying 2 of my favorite cities (Whiterun & Solitude) and they look awful for the rest of the game. Besides, Ulfich is a tool.What comes to mind most immediately for me are: 1) many of the DB missions, especially the final one of the primary questline 2) some of the Daedric quests (especially the one for Molag Bal), and 3) succumbing to my need for broadening of my in-game horizons and finally playing the Stormcloak side. That was probably the worst of all, honestly. Offended all of my sensibilities.
Me too. My other 1/2 says that's all I do in the game - go around killing people (innocents he says - like Thalmor and Vigilan of Stendarr's). He just doesn't understand.Killing a hell of a lot people,and liking it.
I can usually justify the DB questline since, I obviously sought them out to join and wouldn't have if I didn't know I was going in to contract killing. Otherwise I simply would have killed the chick when she kidnapped me. With Molag, if my character has to kill the original Vigilan (he does attack me after all) I can deal with that, but I don't really have to follow up with Molag after that. I always hate doing the Stormcloak side. Not because I necessarily disagree with their point of view, but it just seems unneccesarily vindictive and murderous. Besides, you end up destroying 2 of my favorite cities (Whiterun & Solitude) and they look awful for the rest of the game. Besides, Ulfich is a tool.What comes to mind most immediately for me are: 1) many of the DB missions, especially the final one of the primary questline 2) some of the Daedric quests (especially the one for Molag Bal), and 3) succumbing to my need for broadening of my in-game horizons and finally playing the Stormcloak side. That was probably the worst of all, honestly. Offended all of my sensibilities.
You mean your foxes, elk, bunnies, chickens and children aren't marked as hostile at all times by your game? Mine are. You get used to it. Just gotta be careful what I hit! Funny but my vampires and bandits aren't though. Hmm...I robbed that nice blacksmith who helps you out in Riverwood, then felt bad about it. I shot a fox thinking it was a wolf and then felt bad. I don't kill any neutral animals, that included bunnies and deer. Though I have a bunny at home, so I couldn't kill the bunnies anyway. I shot Heimskr but then reloaded because I felt bad. Oh also framing Brand-Shei. I snuck into the jail and opened his cell door but he just stood there.
Accidentally killing non-aggressive animals. Doesn't happen often but it tears me up and I reload if I can. Especially foxes. Even when I find one already dead it saddens me.
Telling Narfi that his sister is dead. At first it seemed best to tell him the truth, but....never again
Also, when NPCs die in a dragon attack. On one hand it was foolish of them to fend off an angry dragon with nothing but an iron dagger and a tunic, but I do feel like a bit of a failure as a Dragonborn. Especially if it's someone nice. Makes Khajiit want to shout, "This one is the worst Dovahkiin ever!" and slink off somewhere for a generous helping of mead
I agree that the TG & friendship thing seems to be in conflict, but, the way I look at it is that, if I become the leader, I can protect my city. As leader, I can run interference and keep Maven pushed more towards the background. I am dragonborn after all. Maven gives me problems, I'll Fus Do Rah her in to the lake and then laugh at her when she crawls out soaking wet. Of course, currently, Fenris is such a good-two-shoes that he actually ignores Brynholf and Ingin is such a b**** that I'm surprised she hasn't been sanctioned for killing all her marks yet.Boethiah is one I didn't want to do, so to get it done I took the loud drunk from Markarth to her. Still...didn't much like that. A means to an end I guess.
Grave robbing or looting those I kill is okay to me. The dead have no need for coin or gear.
I'm on the verge of considering going into the Thieves Guild, yet the "friendship" the Dragonborn has with the residents more or less holds me from doing so. Same with the DB, having to kill just to prove something.
I do feel guilty about getting Lydia killed though. Yet I don't miss "I'm sworn to carry your burden's"..