Well I married a dark elf named Jenessa she has been with me for a while. I decided hey lets go out on a mammoth and giant hunting date. She battled relentlesy very litte help from me taking down two giants but a Whiterun guard stepped in to assist. I was like wow your tough and asked myself can she die? So to the throat of the world we went. Postioned her on the edge gave her a unrelenting force down she went I chased the rolling body down the side of the mountain but lost her in the deadly mist/snowstorm. I went back to Whiterun she wasn't there. Slept 24 hours still nothing..... Weird thing is after I went to the Sky Haven temple talked to the blades girl she wanted me to recruit people for the blades. She said I had someone with me agreeing to join the blades and she was going to oath her.It can't be my thought to be dead wife she is talking about is she?