It was really depressing, you know it was like, it was like being a little kid, you know and eating dinner at your Aunt Ruth's apartment in the summer, and it's like, like hot in there, you know, and she has that local Christian radio station on, and, and there's nothing to do or look at 'cause all she's got in the apartment are Easy Living magazines and linen doilies and then they send you out to play with the strange neighbor kids and they are all big and their skin is pink and they have really big pores and the big eighth-grader makes you look at really upsetting pictures and so you go back inside and sit down and they are all just talking and there are really big pauses in their conversation and you can hear the clock ticking on the wall, so you dig into your seat cushion and you find a really old peanut and you are so bored you eat it and then you feel bad and a little sick and then you think you are finally about to go, but then, then Aunt Ruth takes out a photo album full of black and white photos of kids with really squinty eyes and they are supposed to be your uncles and aunts or something and your parents force you to look at them.