Blackwood Strider
I am more than just a shadow of myself, I am me and I can't be anybody else.I have been hurt more than words can say; I live with regret every single day.I hide myself in a mask of flesh and bone, and always I feel utterly alone.I have fallen down to see a private hell, and risen up with stories I can't tell.I lie to myself to make up for things I lack, no second chances, I can't look back.I toss around conversations in my head, thinking of the things I should have. Said.Sometimes I can't control my rage, depression makes most days a haze.I finnd I fall in love to much, I no longer give away my trust.I have a hard time saying how I feel, most nights I wish my life wasn't real.I fear so much from day to day that the people I love will go away.That today may be my very last, that life is passing by too fast.That I may miss a chance at love, that I won't see heavens gates above.See I even fear to dream, subconscious thoughts are too extreme.I want to be somebody else, but as you see I'm just myself.I have these scars to remind me what went wrong.And through it all I'm still standing strong.
I love to write....
I love to write....
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Be strong when you are weak, be brave when you are scared, and humble when you are victorious.
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